and the part that i guess irked me a bit was that fact she never told me she wasnt alone so they can all have a big laugh at my hurt feelings i dont know if she laughed but i can bet the other did.Then there is the other which i was close to at one time but now never talk to her or get calls or better yet doesnt even return my messages when i just try to catch up or tell them about my good fourtune of moving to tampa.SEE all these things are really making my mind race about what i should do i was all gung -ho about moving and felt that i had some good close friends there i could trust but as i goes iam not even sure? Everyone seems to be selfish and outfor themselfs reguardles how fucked a situation is.Now what to do? Stay in a city where u dont have any friends and spend alot of time alone deppressed but at least its famlier and i have my parents or move totally far to people that dont really care for u either way and be alone and deppressed there among with the other things that come with adjusting to a place.Iam really torn cuase i want to think it will ok but iam really affriad iam going to ove and lose all my friends or just feel i cant trust anyone and i might as weel not have any of thats the case.I dont know what to do!As for the situaiton well lets just say there was alot of head games and poking and prodding at my heart another case of getting the ol hopes to high and having them crushed.having someone u care about come to ur state but to leave an hr later when the plan for A FUCKIN YR was to come here.I dont know if i can slep my iam upset i just know this is not going to leave me for a long time .WHATS WROGN WITH ME why cant i keep any friends why do they always crumble why does soemthing always happen where i end up soo fuckin hurt?